July and you're still not seeing anything? Oy, I started in October and am wondering the same thing. How can I have the patience to wait for this? I don't have much going for me right now and I've been counting on my treatment (meds, behavioral therapy, counseling) to be the positive thing to get me through. It is slooow going and I'm still searching.
I feel like if I had one good thing in my life, I could tough it out. Alas, no family, no money, crappy job, no partner. Counseling is the only relief. I told my counselor that she is the highlight of my week. Sad huh?
I keep trying to get back into my hobbies (art, writing, volunteering) but who has the energy? Church is really the only family I have around but my stupid job keeps scheduling me on Sundays. I've been isolating lately anyhow.
There are times in therapy I will mention things just for the sake of knowing. If I feel it isn't relavent, I say so and I won't waste my time discussing it.
I believe being in treatment requires full disclosure to get the most out of it. However, it sounds like you don't fully trust him. From the way you describe him, I'm not sure I would either.
Everyone is a genius but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree it will live its whole life believing it is stupid. -Albert Einstein
Joined: 02-06-2011