It's so exhausting on how I feel. Most of time time, it's not triggered. But I get moments where I'm ridiculously hyper, feeling ontop of the world, can defeat and conquor anything. But then there are times, where the snake comes and feels as though i'm being wrapped and bit constantly with negative thoughts and emotions. It's horrible and sometimes comes out of nowhere. I hate looking like, I'm cranky...but I can't help it. And I wish there was something I could do about it. I know I'm not alone on this. And when I'm done, it's not like I feel suicidal. But I feel like I can barely function. Is this really what Cyclothymia sounds like? I know BP2 has more down moments, and a matter of hospitalization. Which, i've never done. But...it's exhausting.