I am receiving Deep Brain Stimulation (DBS).
The stimulator was activated 48 hours ago. I do not feel any different, and am not sure how any changes will show.
I know everyone is individual. I've done lots of reading. All I know is that I feel I will let down the DBS Team if I fail to respond. Right now, I would not mind dying so that I don't have these thoughts. I do not have a plan, just the wish to be finished, a passive ideation if you will.
Joined: 07-18-2015