Well, I'm not really sure if I have any advice on how to tell your daughter, but maybe explain to her that you aren't trying to ignore her feelings but having children is something important to you. Maybe 'cuz she's a teenager, you won't care, but later on when she gets over it (like they all do, and we I guess... I'm 19 lol) she will remember you saying, Hey I care about what you think, but I hope you can see it from my side too. And maybe when you're pregnant you can include her in some of the planning. Like, ask her opinion on room colours or themes or something. Maybe she's afraid of getting left out? I hope that helps a little.
I couldn't take my medication when I was pregnant with my son. Surprisingly, a lot of the time I was happy. I didn't get as depressed as often and I stayed in a slightly above baseline mood. Now, that may have been just me. I could tell a lot of the times when my hormones were bothering me, I would cry but not feel depressed... hormones lol. I also tried to keep my mind occupied with thoughts of my new baby. I would research stages of development, feel him kicking, research how to take care of him best, you know, mom stuff and that helped me stay excited about him. I also had support from my husband which made things great too.
There were times I was depressed, but it was good to have my husband remind me, Hey, you're life's about to change and that baby needs you. It's nice to feel needed and like you're really making a difference. I don't know if you have any children of you're own yet and I know you hear it from everyone who has kids, but having a baby changes your life. Yeah, you love your husband, but loving this little baby is completely different. I have never been emotional in the that I cry when I'm happy, but my son makes me want to cry all the time. I love to see him smile and laugh just when he sees me.
Right after I had my son, it was very hard for me. I think I suffered from post pardum depression. I didn't feel like I had a connection with him, and it hurt so much. I felt like I loved him... but I felt like I didn't.. if that makes any sense. If I would have gone to my pdoc I'm sure that would have been helped greatly. It took about a month or so before I really started feeling that overwhelming love for him. All of a sudden it just hit me. I MADE this human and he LOVES me and I am all he needs right now. It was amazing and it never goes away.
Just be honest with how you're feeling and I'm sure everything will be great. Tell your husband, pdoc, friends, etc when you feel like crap and they'll help. Having a support system is great and just keep thinking about this little person you're going to have.
It may not be the easiest thing you ever do, but it is definitely the most rewarding thing you can do.
Sorry I rambled a bit, hope this helps!
Medications for April 2011
| 04-02-2011 - Present: | Abilify, 2 mg. Once daily |
04-02-2011 - Present: | Zoloft, 50 mg. Once daily |
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| 04-02-2011 - Present: | Abilify, 2 mg. Once daily |
04-02-2011 - Present: | Zoloft, 50 mg. Once daily |
04-04-2011 - Present: | Antibiotic (exact name unknown), 500 mg. Three times daily for ten days |
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