Hello,
I suffered with agoraphobia for two years. It just began one day and became my nightmare. My world began to get smaller and smaller. I thought I was either losing my mind or going to have a heart attack. When I finally did see an MD he knew immediately it was agoraphobia. Then he said, "I could give you meds for this but it would probably give you more problems than it would help you." With that he sent me on my way without really giving me a choice.
Well, I was young. I didn't know what to do, but I knew I was in a fight for my life. I decided that since it mostly happened with I was out and about, and that my fear for going to public places was growing, So I prescribed myself to going to a restaurant once a week to have a drink, or dinner by myself. I would sit there and self talk that I was a people watcher. I struggled at first, sometimes having to go out to my car and almost pass out from fear before I would be able to compose myself enough to drive myself home, But I would not give up. I kept it up. Soon my goal became to make eye contact with at least one person and remind myself that I can judge them as much as I can be judged. For some reason this thought made me feel empowered.
I moved from there to making it a point to practice the same thing wherever I experienced a panic attack. I would continue to force myself there to experience it until I felt less fear. Every time I stuck out the panic, and nothing more than the panic itself was the worst thing that would happen proved to me that beating the panic was all I really needed to do. The world was not coming to an end, I was not having a heart attack. I am not saying by any stretch that any of this was easy.
But well, this worked for me. And with this constant effort I slowly began to gain control over my life again. One day, just a suddenly as my life had been turned upside down by agoraphobia, I was able to reflectively perceive that I hadn't experienced a panic attack for ....now it has been years,
Well, that is my true story. It was done without medication.
I hope this helps.
Joined: 04-05-2011