I hope you are doing all the changes to your medication thru the help of your psych doctor and if not. Your are not thinking straight. If you live in the states and not rich enough for a medical plan, I am sorry for you. Move to Canada, we have great plans if you work and if you don't you can get on the Trillium plan which is geared to your income.
BTW, Trillium is our province flower. white but do not pick it, against our laws.
Cutting cost due to your financial situation is not always easy when it comes to your health. Been there, done that.
I probably wouldn't have the problems I do now because I swept them under the rug too long.
Winter is not so good for me. having my van helps. Having a daughter who is selfish and takes my van whether I know it or not doesn't/
Having a daughter, scream at me because I didn't pick her up when it was snowing and we had about 10 inch snowfall in about 2 hours, as soon as I got out of our underground parking lot, the horror began and got shoved in a snow bank from a male idiot driver from Esso, that was probably going to his next appt and didn't see me. It took me a friggin 2 hours to get back to the apt. which was about a 10 min walk. LOL
My daughter came in, and said that she was waiting in the cold looking for me.
Hopefully, she will never have to experience the times, I had getting back to them from downtown Toronto, when the subway lines where frozen and decided to walk the distance as well as about ten thousand too. That is when our major brought in the army. Mel Lastman. lol
I have heard of those light bulbs that simulate daylight and need them for winter months. do they have them in black because once we change our daylight savings time, about a week later...bing.. manic high, summer time high for my bipolar disorder.
p.s. I suffer from shakes now, called essential tremors. just call me shaky mcgee lol