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laespear75
January 12, 2012 - 7:30 pm
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laespear75
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I have been using mood tracker to try to understand the feelings that I have been having.My symptoms are worse around my period. Body aches anxiety, irritability, and depression. A few days before my period I stay in bed all day if it is the weekend. I can remember back to my teens being angry sometimes sometimes crying. I would have outburst so bad sometimes that my sister once said that if I didn't control my temper it would get me in trouble. I have punched walls broken doors off hinges. It happens mostly when someone makes me angry or I am upset about some things. I have tried to commit suicide once but I don't think I will do it again even though I some times think about it but not often. i think about it when a nerve wracking gets me down and think about all the things that have gone wrong in my life. I really have no reason to be depressed. I have a job, decent care healthy, a great son. I guess if had done things right long ago It would be even better. I would not be a single mom even though I don't regret having my son, got a better education and made better dating choices things would be better. I don't know.



Current medications as of 01-12-2012
02-12-2009 - Present: Prilosec, 40mg. once a day

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laespear75
January 12, 2012 - 7:30 pm
I have been using mood tracker to try to understand the feelings that I have been having.My symptoms are worse around my period. Body aches anxiety, irritability, and depression. A few days before my period I stay in bed all day if it is the weekend. I can remember back to my teens being angry sometimes sometimes crying. I would have outburst so bad sometimes that my sister once said that if I didn't control my temper it would get me in trouble. I have punched walls broken doors off hinges. It happens mostly when someone makes me angry or I am upset about some things. I have tried to commit suicide once but I don't think I will do it again even though I some times think about it but not often. i think about it when a nerve wracking gets me down and think about all the things that have gone wrong in my life. I really have no reason to be depressed. I have a job, decent care healthy, a great son. I guess if had done things right long ago It would be even better. I would not be a single mom even though I don't regret having my son, got a better education and made better dating choices things would be better. I don't know.



Current medications as of 01-12-2012
02-12-2009 - Present: Prilosec, 40mg. once a day

laespear75
January 20, 2012 - 5:47 pm
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laespear75
Total Posts: 9
Joined: 07-02-2022
Can someone say something anything. I could really use on advice.



Medications for December 21, 2011 to January 20, 2012
02-12-2009 - Present:Prilosec, 40mg.once a day

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laespear75
laespear75
January 20, 2012 - 5:47 pm
Can someone say something anything. I could really use on advice.



Medications for December 21, 2011 to January 20, 2012
02-12-2009 - Present:Prilosec, 40mg.once a day

turtleluv
January 20, 2012 - 7:58 pm
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Hi laespear75,

Have you been on any medications before? Or seen a pdoc? I just finally got diagnosed wih bipolar type 2 after a long road of trial and error on meds ect. I was like you got really mad , threw stuff, slamming doors ect. Some of that could be pms related but I do know our hormones play a big factor in our moods. Also were the outburst only as a teen or do you still have them now? I suggest you keep tracking your moods, sleep, stressors ect.to see how you are cycling and at least make an appt with reg Dr to see about referring you to p doc. For an evaluation. Hope this helps some. Trying to figure it all out is very frustrating so I can understand your concerns about how you feel. Good luck and keep me posted


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turtleluv
January 20, 2012 - 7:58 pm
Hi laespear75,

Have you been on any medications before? Or seen a pdoc? I just finally got diagnosed wih bipolar type 2 after a long road of trial and error on meds ect. I was like you got really mad , threw stuff, slamming doors ect. Some of that could be pms related but I do know our hormones play a big factor in our moods. Also were the outburst only as a teen or do you still have them now? I suggest you keep tracking your moods, sleep, stressors ect.to see how you are cycling and at least make an appt with reg Dr to see about referring you to p doc. For an evaluation. Hope this helps some. Trying to figure it all out is very frustrating so I can understand your concerns about how you feel. Good luck and keep me posted


laespear75
January 20, 2012 - 9:54 pm
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laespear75
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I have been on several meds I have tried most of them(see post in medication forum) nortryptiline, amtryptilyn,doxepin, effexor,celexa,prozac,paxil,zoloft,wellbutrin,trazadone the best one was the paxil. My Pcp took me off because of weight gain. I still get angry sometimes and want to hit things but I try to catch myself. I sleep for an hour after work then go to bed at 11 and I may sleep until 5. Fall back to sleep at 6:30 and I don't want to get up and go to work. I have been on time maybe 3 times this year. I dread going to work because everyday there is some drama just being a dental assistant. I hate that job buut I guess it pays ok and I have benifits. I guess I should be greatful in this economy. I can't get in to see a p doc for a month and a half because the one I picked I want to be close to home and work. I'm a single parent and have no one to depend on to get my son from school so I can go at night. Even then my son has taekwon do he wants to go Monday -Friday 7-8:30. When I get home I'm beat that's when I take my hour nap before he gos to evening class. Then its nine when I get home. I try to fall asleep but it takes time. Then the next day it starts all over again



Medications for December 21, 2011 to January 20, 2012
02-12-2009 - Present:Prilosec, 40mg.once a day

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laespear75
laespear75
January 20, 2012 - 9:54 pm
I have been on several meds I have tried most of them(see post in medication forum) nortryptiline, amtryptilyn,doxepin, effexor,celexa,prozac,paxil,zoloft,wellbutrin,trazadone the best one was the paxil. My Pcp took me off because of weight gain. I still get angry sometimes and want to hit things but I try to catch myself. I sleep for an hour after work then go to bed at 11 and I may sleep until 5. Fall back to sleep at 6:30 and I don't want to get up and go to work. I have been on time maybe 3 times this year. I dread going to work because everyday there is some drama just being a dental assistant. I hate that job buut I guess it pays ok and I have benifits. I guess I should be greatful in this economy. I can't get in to see a p doc for a month and a half because the one I picked I want to be close to home and work. I'm a single parent and have no one to depend on to get my son from school so I can go at night. Even then my son has taekwon do he wants to go Monday -Friday 7-8:30. When I get home I'm beat that's when I take my hour nap before he gos to evening class. Then its nine when I get home. I try to fall asleep but it takes time. Then the next day it starts all over again



Medications for December 21, 2011 to January 20, 2012
02-12-2009 - Present:Prilosec, 40mg.once a day

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