indeed the forum isn't very active here ...
I am now doing better than last year when I visited the site more often and was using the tracking tool.
But I remember very vividly how exhausting it was during that time. The anxiety, the irritability, the low moods, the crying spells, the rumination, the lack of sleep, that super-super-bad feeling other people just don't know... and every day a different mix of symptoms and no way to escape from this hell while you know your brain is being eaten away. And the unpredictability of it all.
So physically feeling sick? Sure! All organs were affected. Mental disorders are multi-system diseases I believe.
Hang in there.
I'll say it twice: Hang in there.
At some point I thought it would never end, but it did. My rescue: a low dose of lamictal.
I hope you find your personal solution soon!
Meanwhile drink lots of water and go running whenever you feel able to
All the best, sincerely,