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teri1960
May 11, 2012 - 5:44 am
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teri1960
Total Posts: 250
Joined: 02-21-2011
I haven't slept and the cycling is so physically draining that I just want to be in a hospital and sleep. Has anyone ever felt like this?



Medications for April 11, 2012 to May 11, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!
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teri1960
teri1960
May 11, 2012 - 5:44 am
I haven't slept and the cycling is so physically draining that I just want to be in a hospital and sleep. Has anyone ever felt like this?



Medications for April 11, 2012 to May 11, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 100 mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!
teri1960
June 1, 2012 - 4:27 am
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teri1960
Total Posts: 250
Joined: 02-21-2011
Seriously? No one is going to reply to this? Has no one felt out of control and physically sick while cycling so fast?



Medications for May 2, 2012 to June 1, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 150mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!
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teri1960
teri1960
June 1, 2012 - 4:27 am
Seriously? No one is going to reply to this? Has no one felt out of control and physically sick while cycling so fast?



Medications for May 2, 2012 to June 1, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 150mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!
aramis
July 8, 2012 - 3:30 pm
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aramis
Total Posts: 2
Joined: 03-27-2011
Hi Teri,
indeed the forum isn't very active here ...

I am now doing better than last year when I visited the site more often and was using the tracking tool.

But I remember very vividly how exhausting it was during that time. The anxiety, the irritability, the low moods, the crying spells, the rumination, the lack of sleep, that super-super-bad feeling other people just don't know... and every day a different mix of symptoms and no way to escape from this hell while you know your brain is being eaten away. And the unpredictability of it all.
So physically feeling sick? Sure! All organs were affected. Mental disorders are multi-system diseases I believe.

Hang in there.
I'll say it twice: Hang in there.
At some point I thought it would never end, but it did. My rescue: a low dose of lamictal.

I hope you find your personal solution soon!
Meanwhile drink lots of water and go running whenever you feel able to

All the best, sincerely,
A


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aramis
aramis
July 8, 2012 - 3:30 pm
Hi Teri,
indeed the forum isn't very active here ...

I am now doing better than last year when I visited the site more often and was using the tracking tool.

But I remember very vividly how exhausting it was during that time. The anxiety, the irritability, the low moods, the crying spells, the rumination, the lack of sleep, that super-super-bad feeling other people just don't know... and every day a different mix of symptoms and no way to escape from this hell while you know your brain is being eaten away. And the unpredictability of it all.
So physically feeling sick? Sure! All organs were affected. Mental disorders are multi-system diseases I believe.

Hang in there.
I'll say it twice: Hang in there.
At some point I thought it would never end, but it did. My rescue: a low dose of lamictal.

I hope you find your personal solution soon!
Meanwhile drink lots of water and go running whenever you feel able to

All the best, sincerely,
A


teri1960
July 8, 2012 - 3:50 pm
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teri1960
Total Posts: 250
Joined: 02-21-2011
Thanks for getting back to me aramis. Too late though. I died last week. lol No seriously, it does pass. I am finding out not to post here though. I just don't think people understand cyclothymia. I mentioned it to my psych ARNP and she looked at me like I was making it up because she had never diagnosed me with it. But I sure don't know what else you would call rapid cycling. Since I posted that they have changed my meds and I cycle much slower now. I don't think I will ever get to a consistent baseline but I will take the 4 week cycle anytime. God bless.



Medications for June 8, 2012 to July 8, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 150mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!
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teri1960
teri1960
July 8, 2012 - 3:50 pm
Thanks for getting back to me aramis. Too late though. I died last week. lol No seriously, it does pass. I am finding out not to post here though. I just don't think people understand cyclothymia. I mentioned it to my psych ARNP and she looked at me like I was making it up because she had never diagnosed me with it. But I sure don't know what else you would call rapid cycling. Since I posted that they have changed my meds and I cycle much slower now. I don't think I will ever get to a consistent baseline but I will take the 4 week cycle anytime. God bless.



Medications for June 8, 2012 to July 8, 2012
04-23-2012 - Present:Topamax, 100 mg.100 mg
04-23-2012 - Present:Clonazepam, .5.1 at bedtime
04-23-2012 - Present:Abilify, 5 mg.1 per AM
04-23-2012 - Present:Prinivil, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Adult chew able vitamin , 100 mcg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Mobic, 10 mg.1 per day
04-17-2012 - Present:Omeprazole , 20 mg.1 per day as needed
04-23-2011 - Present:Lamictal (Lomotrigine), 150mg.1 in am and 1 at bedtime
04-02-2011 - Present:Synthroid, 100 mcg.1 in the morning
01-01-2005 - Present:Flexaril, 10 mg.Up to 3 times per day PRN
02-01-2004 - Present:Chewable Calcium Carbonate +D, 1200 mcg.1 at bedtime

I'm bipolar...and so am I!

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