Depression and Addiction

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ESARBE
August 8, 2021 - 11:39 am
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ESARBE
Total Posts: 1
Joined: 08-06-2021
Over the last two years I let a vile addiction ruin my life and I did nothing but stand by and watch it happen. I lost my partner and almost lost my son and my home recently until I started to try and get help.
Accepting the reality of what I had done and not being stubborn anymore, listening to how I was making people feel and not thinking I was right about everything.
I may never get back what I've lost, but I just want to be a good dad to my son, as I don't want to be like my own dad and be entirely absent.

Does the pain of loving someone who you lost because of your own stupid actions ever go away? Will there ever be a time I no longer hate myself for what I've done.

Nothing is making me feel better the way I want it to, I just wish that I had listened to what I was being told almost every day for the last few years


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ESARBE
ESARBE
August 8, 2021 - 11:39 am
Over the last two years I let a vile addiction ruin my life and I did nothing but stand by and watch it happen. I lost my partner and almost lost my son and my home recently until I started to try and get help.
Accepting the reality of what I had done and not being stubborn anymore, listening to how I was making people feel and not thinking I was right about everything.
I may never get back what I've lost, but I just want to be a good dad to my son, as I don't want to be like my own dad and be entirely absent.

Does the pain of loving someone who you lost because of your own stupid actions ever go away? Will there ever be a time I no longer hate myself for what I've done.

Nothing is making me feel better the way I want it to, I just wish that I had listened to what I was being told almost every day for the last few years


hefei
August 27, 2021 - 8:31 am
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hefei
Total Posts: 28
Joined: 03-22-2020
Don't hate yourself and stop hating yourself, go look for another person to love because God has a plan for everything and that person you really loved was not the right person.


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hefei
August 27, 2021 - 8:31 am
Don't hate yourself and stop hating yourself, go look for another person to love because God has a plan for everything and that person you really loved was not the right person.


Acnemat
September 3, 2021 - 2:49 am
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Acnemat
Total Posts: 48
Joined: 09-25-2017
We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, and lose in order to gain. Because some lessons in life, are best learned through the pain! Good luck and God bless you!


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Acnemat
September 3, 2021 - 2:49 am
We must hurt in order to grow, fail in order to know, and lose in order to gain. Because some lessons in life, are best learned through the pain! Good luck and God bless you!


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