My sleep disorder was actually how I was finally diagnosed with Bipolar II. I had not had a full night's sleep for about 8 months, I had just come off of a major surgery AND was working on my dissertation. I was desperately depressed, but the AD just made me hypomanic. (it was fun, but I intuitively knew something was amiss) My primary care doc finally said that she had reached the end of her play book in trying to get me to sleep and wanted to send me to "specialist."
My Psychiatrist put the nail on the head in the first session. The hypomanic reaction to the AD was the clue that gave him what he needed to make the diagnosis. I, of course, was indignant. I went to see him so that I could get some sleep.... NOT so that he could give me a daggum psychiatric diagnosis!! LOL... silly me. Anyway, being the geek that I am, I went straight to google and found out everything I could about Bipolar "IV" (a new designation that will most likely be a part of the bipolar spectrum in the DSM V). Google the terms "Akiskal bipolar spectrum" if you want to know more.
I finally came to accept and appreciate my formal dx of Bipolar. I find at age 47, in looking back over my life, this dx is at least 25 years late. I have been put on AD's on and off through most of my adult life, only to come off of them when they became uncomfortable. I didn't have a clue why certain things happened in my life because I didn't fit the classic DSM definition of bipolar. But... a really smart psych doctor put 2 and 2 together based on my sleep disorder and eventually got me stabilized on the right meds.
Be well,
Jules
Joined: 01-02-2009