I hate my period... I hate pms... I have done nothing but snap at people all day long and I don't know how to stop it... I get anywhere from one to four periods a month, this has been a good month. I only had one extra "breakthrough" and it only lasted a day.
I have anxiety and depression issues, my life is a whirlwind right now, and on top of it, I feel like I'm pms'ing. Poor hubby, he can't do anything without getting the look, or an attitude and I really don't mean to do it... and so then I feel horrible and want to just cry... and so I try to keep myself from getting upset and crying and just end up having an anxiety attack because I'm trying not to cry.
I don't know how to explain what's going on in my head to hubs, and so he gets frustrated and I get "whatevered" and it just goes from there... I want to stop getting so emotional when I am nearing my period but when I'm getting it anywhere from 1-4 times a month its like GRRRR.... and I don't know how to help him deal with it, when, I can't deal with it myself...
I go the 13th to get the essure procedure done, its the new way to tie tubes... I'm kind of hoping that it helps, but I don't know if it will, right now I have a Mirena IUD so I'm not sure how I'm going to react after my surgery. They want to put me on a birth control pill for 4 months to make sure the essure has time to take, so maybe that will help keep my hormones regular, and hopefully regulate my periods... But, what do I do after that? I mean... I know... "just wait and see how things are working"... but I can't... I panic when I don't know what's going to happen.
help!
Medications for May 2011
| 06-16-2009 - Present: | Ibuprofen, 600 mg. PRN, pain |
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| 06-16-2009 - Present: | Ibuprofen, 600 mg. PRN, pain |
05-18-2011 - Present: | Pristiq, 50 mg. Daily |
05-18-2011 - Present: | Xanax, 0.25. BID, prn |
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