Am I Borderline?
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May 28, 2013 - 9:33 pm
I think I have some type of personality disorder, but I'm not sure. I was originally diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I'm taking my medication. However, I'm still having mood problems, personality problems, attitude, fighting with others, etc. I'm not sure if it's borderline or not. I looked at the symptoms and traits, but they don't seem to totally match me. I don't self-harm though I think about suicide sometimes. I don't get into stormy relationships. I don't think I fear abandonment. A lot of times I don't seem to have an idea of what motivates me or why I do the #@$%&* I do.
I took a personality disorder test off a website. I seem to have more traits of antisocial and obsessive/compulsive disorder than anything else. Some narcissistic tendencies. Most of the time I don't care what anyone thinks unless I need them for something (money, attention, a job, etc.). I feel content to be by myself and do whatever I want whenever I want except that some how I have to pay for it which is where I run into trouble. So my mentality goes into trying to get as much money as possible with spending as little time as possible to get it. i.e. quick cash. I became a strip dancer as a way to do this. Means to an end. The ends is money, singing, dancing, traveling and the stuff I'd rather be doing. Work is like a four letter word to me. Mostly I just hate paying consequences. I never feel bad about breaking a law or doing something that is considered taboo. In fact, a lot of times, I think it's fun to rebel against society.
Does any of this sound like borderline?
I took a personality disorder test off a website. I seem to have more traits of antisocial and obsessive/compulsive disorder than anything else. Some narcissistic tendencies. Most of the time I don't care what anyone thinks unless I need them for something (money, attention, a job, etc.). I feel content to be by myself and do whatever I want whenever I want except that some how I have to pay for it which is where I run into trouble. So my mentality goes into trying to get as much money as possible with spending as little time as possible to get it. i.e. quick cash. I became a strip dancer as a way to do this. Means to an end. The ends is money, singing, dancing, traveling and the stuff I'd rather be doing. Work is like a four letter word to me. Mostly I just hate paying consequences. I never feel bad about breaking a law or doing something that is considered taboo. In fact, a lot of times, I think it's fun to rebel against society.
Does any of this sound like borderline?
I think I have some type of personality disorder, but I'm not sure. I was originally diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I'm taking my medication. However, I'm still having mood problems, personality problems, attitude, fighting with others, etc. I'm not sure if it's borderline or not. I looked at the symptoms and traits, but they don't seem to totally match me. I don't self-harm though I think about suicide sometimes. I don't get into stormy relationships. I don't think I fear abandonment. A lot of times I don't seem to have an idea of what motivates me or why I do the #@$%&* I do.
I took a personality disorder test off a website. I seem to have more traits of antisocial and obsessive/compulsive disorder than anything else. Some narcissistic tendencies. Most of the time I don't care what anyone thinks unless I need them for something (money, attention, a job, etc.). I feel content to be by myself and do whatever I want whenever I want except that some how I have to pay for it which is where I run into trouble. So my mentality goes into trying to get as much money as possible with spending as little time as possible to get it. i.e. quick cash. I became a strip dancer as a way to do this. Means to an end. The ends is money, singing, dancing, traveling and the stuff I'd rather be doing. Work is like a four letter word to me. Mostly I just hate paying consequences. I never feel bad about breaking a law or doing something that is considered taboo. In fact, a lot of times, I think it's fun to rebel against society.
Does any of this sound like borderline?
I took a personality disorder test off a website. I seem to have more traits of antisocial and obsessive/compulsive disorder than anything else. Some narcissistic tendencies. Most of the time I don't care what anyone thinks unless I need them for something (money, attention, a job, etc.). I feel content to be by myself and do whatever I want whenever I want except that some how I have to pay for it which is where I run into trouble. So my mentality goes into trying to get as much money as possible with spending as little time as possible to get it. i.e. quick cash. I became a strip dancer as a way to do this. Means to an end. The ends is money, singing, dancing, traveling and the stuff I'd rather be doing. Work is like a four letter word to me. Mostly I just hate paying consequences. I never feel bad about breaking a law or doing something that is considered taboo. In fact, a lot of times, I think it's fun to rebel against society.
Does any of this sound like borderline?
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