Yes I do believe you are having suicidal ideations, and in all reality it would devastate your son, that's the only thing that really has kept me here when I've felt that way. But I ALWAYS tell someone, usually my husband who watches me til my dr appt. these two times in OCT I had a dr appt 2 days away so I held on til then.
In my case I was at my therapists office two days after I had thoughts of taking a bunch of pills and then running my car off the bridge. ok, that was just a bit too detailed for her and she was afraid I'd do it on impulse, not because I had a date or time. she didn't admit me anywhere, but she told me she wanted me to go to the hospital and I did, I chose which hospital I wanted to go to.I didn't go by police or ambulance or any of that. I went home got my stuff together and my husband drove me there. I had my own blanket and pillow, I wore my own clothes and spent everyday with a structured group or meal time.
I was however released too soon the first time, a week later I was back but then I got much better that time and am doing ok, not great, but not suicidal either.
Medications for December 2010
| 09-10-2010 - Present: | lamictal, 400 mg. in the morning |
09-10-2010 - Present: | effexor, 225 mg. 1 a day |
10-13-2010 - Present: | klonopin, .5. 3 times a day as needed |
10-22-2010 - Present: | seroquel, 100 mg. once at night |
11-14-2010 - Present: | synthroid, 1 mg. once per am |
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you say psycho like its a bad thing
tension is who you think you should be
relaxation is who you are
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