Hi. It's been awhile. I have been through so much, I can't even describe it all. I have been through a divorce(which was a good thing, as the marriage wasn't working out in the long run). I have been through at least one relationship with another person(which sadly lasted only a month). I have made a few friends since going back to Frontier House. I have taken a HUGE step into losing weight(utilising the Pokemon Go app). I have successfully put myself back into the starlight for the weather stuff for Frontier House's weekly newsletter(I normally am camera-shy). I have found out for once and for all who and what I am in life(will describe later). I have noticed that I'm also quite introverted and less extroverted(and we all know how that was previously). I have attended a ComicCon(which surprised me, as I used to normally not like going to those things unless it was Anime-related). I have started bringing my computer to Frontier House sometimes. My mom lost her job and got a new one. We lost one puppy only to get a new one. I have been on trial and error with several meds, but I might be on the right track finally(will discuss that later).
So yea....
The divorce wasn't initiated by me, but by my now ex husband. He sent the papers via one of my friends, and I filled them out with some help. Then one of my best friends went with me to the courts to turn in the papers and further fill out more papers while answering more questions. It was a pain in the arse, but it worked out in the end. The divorce was finalized in 90 days, and that's all she wrote there. But from time to time I end up hearing unwanted info or news regarding my ex. It triggers a lot of panic, anxiety and stress. I try not to let it bother me, as I am being treated for the PTSD, and I'm doing the best that I can in the worst of situations or times. I mean...The dude did apologize for hurting me, but that was through txt message. I didn't believe him, of course, because of all the abuse he'd put me through when we was together. I have heard countless times that he'd been seen around the town, but I know that he'd have to be one sneaky dude in order to get past all the legal stuff because of
what he'd done to my best friend. So yea...
Anywho...
The relationship that lasted a month That was an awesome one. It was also one where I learned that not all dudes are mean and disrespectful. I'm still in close frienship with this dude today. We're that close. We were told we were cute together, and then after the relationship was over, everyone still swore up and down that we were still together because of how close we are. So yea. That was a good thing.
Anyways...
The fewe friends I have made, one of which I dated(whom I just mentioned), and the other two are awesome. So yea I love to hang out with them when they're at Frontier House. Other than that they're awesome and two out of the three of them have my number(duh, because how else would my best guy friend who used to be my boyfriend, keep touch?). Those two ALWAYS keep touch, no matter what's going on with them.
So yea...
I take my phone EVERYWHERE with me now, and walk with it on me. That way I get steps and calories counted and can also earn candies for my Pokemon that's walking with me and also to hatch more Pokemon from eggs. So yea it's more fun to walk now to lose weight. It's helping, too.
Anyways again...
I have discovered I will be alright filiming for the weather part in the weekly news at Frontier House. But other than that, I'm not very photogenic. I'm actually quite camera-shy.
Anyways...
Yea. I found out that I'm a wolf furry. I enjoy wearing ears, collar and tail, and dressing the part. It's who and what I am.
Anyways again...
The new puppy, her name was Zoey, but we re-named her Molly. She's a black and tan mini dachshund. Boy is she a handful! Such an energetic child(but what child is, anyways?)!
Anyways...
The pills I was on weren't worth a darn. Now I am on upgraded Abilify to 15mg, and right now not taking anything but the vitamins and the physical health meds as I am sick. Again.
Just figured I'd give a big head's up.
Joined: 10-04-2009