Saturday Night-July 10, I had not had this much fun in about 12 years. I went out and Karoaked. There was only a few people there so I got to sing alot of songs. 2 people sat at the table with me and we cut up, told dirty jokes, and I laughed so much. I didn't drink, but oh I wanted to so bad. I use to party all the time. Anyway, DeWayane does the Karoake, and he use to do it at the bar I went to before my health went down. I had always wanted to do a duet with him. Finally he sang "I Need You" by Lady Antebelum with me. It was so awesome, This night brought back so many happy memories of how I use to be a fun going person, lots of friends, all of us just good ole country red necks. But we love it. This was such a special night for me, it was magical. And this is what I have to start back doing, my singing cause it makes me so happy, and I get to make people happy too. They love to hear me sing. I was always told what a beautiful singing voice I had, but I never had any self esteem so I could not take a compliment. I know now that I was bless with a beautiful voice and I can make people smile and have a good time. I loved it. I hope I feel like going out again this weekend. I have to wait and see. But hopefully, & have more fun. Why? Because I deserve to be happy one way or another. Songs and Hugs to everyone*
Medications for July 2010
| 05-12-2008 - Present: | Vytorin, 10/20. 1 each night |
08-15-2008 - Present: | Lyrica for Pain, 100 mg. 1 to 2 - 3 times a day |
08-15-2008 - Present: | Zanaflex for Fibromyalgia, 2 mg. 1 to 2 - 3 times a day |
08-15-2008 - Present: | Lotensin, 20 mg. 1 each morning |
11-23-2008 - Present: | Lamicital, 200 mg. 1 at night |
03-11-2010 - Present: | Temazepam, 15 mg. as needed for sleep |
06-23-2010 - Present: | Clonazepam, .5. Three to Four per day |
|
Joined: 06-30-2010