Middle of a big crises

Hello everyone, I was forced to take a LOA froom work. My gradmother passed away in Brazil on monday and I had to fly on emergency basis. Since I was having such a big crises with my personal relashioship with my fiancee I have decided to stay here and be with my mom for a 10 days, she needs me. Guess what already happened, my fianceee has bee drunk since I left and hasnt showed up at work. When I came back I~m moving out of the house and moving onwith my live. I think to get more balanced with my diasese I need to be away from him, he is such a burden in my life, I cannot take it. Thanks you all for the kind worlds. I have been controlled its weird. and I evn sleep since I got here, I guess I needed family and even with all this sadness family confort makes me sane already. you all take care. Lots of love Cristty

Sometimes making the decision to break things off is the hardest part of the event and maybe you will have a little relief. I am sure it isn't easy, I don't mean to come accross like it is, but maybe you needed the break and the relief of having only yourself to worry about for a lttle while. ALhtough I am saddened by the circumstances and sad for you, I am also glad you will be with your mom for awhile, you probably need her right now...

Desculpe cristty25

I can feel the energy in your post and I am glad you are with your family during this difficult time. I think it would be worse not to be home. Vá com Deus e falamos mais quando seu precisa ajudar.

Good for you...you're making a decision to take care of yourself. It can be difficult to disengage from an important relationship, particularly if you still love him. But someone with bipolarity doesn't need additional challenges like that.