This is a similar topic to one below, but different enough that I didn't want to steal the other thread.
I am a husband who's wife is diagnosed BipolarI and I am having a hard time understanding/coping with my wife's behavior. I am using the site to chart her behavior atm. Nothing extreme is going on right now but she is beginning an episode of mild mania. At this stage it really does seem like she should/is able to control much of her behavior but chooses not to. She survives work/class just fine, but turns into another person when I get home (at least it seems that way since I don't observe her during the day)
I would like to be supportive of her condition but she is starting to become very needy and demands an awful lot of my time. I end up being late to work, she keeps me up late into the night so I lose sleep too, she expects me to cancel all plans with friends, etc. When we discuss these issues she cries and cries and holds a grudge against me. This makes me the enemy so later down the line when I AM needed for helping her make decisions about meds and hospitals and schedules she doesn't trust me. My friends view her behavior as tactful and abusive, but they don't have any experience with Bipolar. She views my behavior as selfish, and thinks I overreact to her slightest change in behavior.
I understand that the extremes of her emotions and reactions are being causes by bipolar, but I don't know how much of her behavior is under her control.
On one hand if she is in control, I don't want to jump in and cancel my life for a few weeks. It will promote learned helplessness on her part as I come in and try to deal with the situation, it will make me upset/drained, it will tarnish my job and relationships, and it will promote the opposite with me (the idea that she is helpless and I NEED to be in control) which I don't want.
On the other hand if she isn't actually in control, I don't mind taking the hit socially/emotionally/physically for just a few weeks if I can help her avoid a more severe episode and expensive hospitalization. I can recover from that hit a lot quicker than she can.
I'm sorry this is a lot, but any advice on what it's like from the other perspective would be very helpful right now. And if you think my perspective is totally wrong you can tell me that too, as this is mental model I'm using to make decisions.
Medications for March 2009
| 01-01-2009 - Present: | Lithium, 1200 mg. 600 2x daily |
01-01-2009 - Present: | Wellbutrin, 1 mg. (? dosage) 1x Morning |
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| 01-01-2009 - Present: | Lithium, 1200 mg. 600 2x daily |
01-01-2009 - Present: | Wellbutrin, 1 mg. (? dosage) 1x Morning |
03-16-2009 - Present: | Seroquil, 25 mg. as needed for sleep |
03-16-2009 - Present: | Colzapam, .5. (2mg to sleep) |
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Joined: 01-21-2009