Hi Kelpie, Welcome to the forum, a bipolar son definitly qualifies you---and so does the depression. A lot of depressed people also have what some medical people are calling 'soft bipolar' and since you have a bipolar family member, you might too.
One of the reasons the Depression side gets so grim is we Bipolars often post there when we are on our depressed "swing". Especially for those of us, like me, with Bipolar II, most of our illness is spent being Depressed and you are right, it gets pretty grim at times. See my mood chart below. I am all over the map, sometimes all in one day. That is called ultra-radian cycling and it is a pain to live with.
This is a good overall site--you might want to do some of the mood tracking forms for yourself and your son (altho, I think you would have to open an account for him too--ask in the Technical Forum).
Medications for March 2009
| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-04-2009 - 03-09-2009: | Pravastatin , 20 mg. qhs |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - 03-20-2009: | invega, 6 mg. qday. |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-20-2009 - 03-20-2009: | Lamictal, 25 mg. one a day x 14 days, then two a day |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
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| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - 03-20-2009: | invega, 6 mg. qday. |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-20-2009 - 03-20-2009: | Lamictal, 25 mg. one a day x 14 days, then two a day |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
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| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
03-20-2009 - Present: | Lamictal, 100 mg. every day |
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Joined: 02-12-2009