Hi Emuko; I have a lot of trouble with anxiety too--in fact in was a big reason why I had to leave my job as a nurse. I was terrified that I would get so anxious I would make a major mistake and kill someone(I never did, but anxiety is not rational anyway.)
I take Klonopin too, my pdoc says up to 3mg a day is alright---what does your prescriber say about it. Just knowing I can take more--I usually take two half milligram tablets a day (one in morning, one at night) but sometimes just knowing I can take more if I need too helps prevent attacks.
Some of the anxiety is part of the whole Bipolar II thing, I have Bipolar II too. My pdoc has also started me on Lamictal---starting as slowly as we have to is a real pain. She says the therapeutic dose when I can realistically expect relief is at 200-250 mg, so some days I just feel resigned and hanging on because the Klonopin does not help if I am having anxiety and agitation at the same time.
One thing that has helped me (and you won't like it but I think its true) is realizing that multi-tasking is a MYTH. Most people can't do it. What you can do is have more than one thing going at a time and be hopping back and forth between them, but most human brains really only think about one thing at a time. Our thoughts can get so fast it feels like more than one thing but it isn't. Telling myself I have to multi-task sets me up to have fast thoughts--so fast I hardly know what I am thinking and THAT triggers big time anxiety every time.
I keep good new age mood music going almost all the time I am alone, it helps calm my brain. Some people have good results with inscense--I have allegies so I can't do that one but maybe you can. I really recommend relaxing music in the car at rush hour.
Anxiety is my second worse symptom, (mixed moods are first) so I know how bad it gets. I hope some of this was helpful and not just rambling. I also hope we both hang in there until our lamictal gets to therapeutic doses--100 mgs doesn't usually do it.
Oh-- and what is luvox---I don't know that one.
Medications for March 2009
| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-04-2009 - 03-09-2009: | Pravastatin , 20 mg. qhs |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - 03-20-2009: | invega, 6 mg. qday. |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-20-2009 - 03-20-2009: | Lamictal, 25 mg. one a day x 14 days, then two a day |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
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| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - 03-20-2009: | invega, 6 mg. qday. |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-20-2009 - 03-20-2009: | Lamictal, 25 mg. one a day x 14 days, then two a day |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
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| 01-04-2009 - Present: | Clonazempam, 0.5. BID PRN |
01-07-2009 - Present: | ASA, 85 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Calcium/Vit.D, 1200 mg. q day |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Multivitamin, 1 mg. one |
01-07-2009 - Present: | Benazepril Hcl., 10 mg. one |
02-01-2009 - Present: | Zyertec , 10 mg. qhs for allergies. |
02-21-2009 - Present: | Lunesta, 3mg. qhs prn sleep |
03-20-2009 - Present: | Geodon, 160 mg. one at suppertime, take with food. |
03-20-2009 - Present: | Lamictal, 100 mg. every day |
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Joined: 02-25-2009