This is ruining my LIFE!!

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Dixie
April 29, 2009 - 6:47 pm
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Joined: 03-26-2009
Pls someone tell me this gets better...
Okay I am having a real hard time going tru a day. Today for expamle.. I woke ready to do it all. Had to take daughter to her dr appt. I did fine going and than right after I got there I got moody. Than back to okay. I got a little depressed after lunch. Did some texting with my sister and than I did a lot of crying and than happy and i feel like I am liveing a nightmare and I can't wake up.
Today the farm suffered a major blow because of all the dang moods I went tru. I will tell my dr when I go on the 11th next month.
What can I do to help my self and keep the farm moving along. We are expecting a new baby in Oct. (grandchild) and if the famr suffers like this I am scared so will the baby. I want my daughter to finsh school and know that the baby will be fine. I still have not told any one in the family.
What next?



Medications for April 2009
04-03-2007 - Present:Neurontin, 1800 mg. 600 mg 3 x a day (Neurophaty/ Fibro)
08-20-2007 - Present:Zanaflex, 4-8 mg. at bed time (for muscle spasms)
08-20-2008 - Present:Vasotec, 10 mg. x 2 a day (high blood pressure)
09-11-2008 - Present:Amaryl, 4 mg. 2 x a day (diabetes)
11-03-2008 - Present:Wellbutrin-SR, 150 mg. x 2 a day (depression)
03-25-2009 - Present:Lamictal, 50 mg. once a day (for bipolar)

Live for today, and let the rest fall to the way side...Dixie
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Dixie
Dixie
April 29, 2009 - 6:47 pm
Pls someone tell me this gets better...
Okay I am having a real hard time going tru a day. Today for expamle.. I woke ready to do it all. Had to take daughter to her dr appt. I did fine going and than right after I got there I got moody. Than back to okay. I got a little depressed after lunch. Did some texting with my sister and than I did a lot of crying and than happy and i feel like I am liveing a nightmare and I can't wake up.
Today the farm suffered a major blow because of all the dang moods I went tru. I will tell my dr when I go on the 11th next month.
What can I do to help my self and keep the farm moving along. We are expecting a new baby in Oct. (grandchild) and if the famr suffers like this I am scared so will the baby. I want my daughter to finsh school and know that the baby will be fine. I still have not told any one in the family.
What next?



Medications for April 2009
04-03-2007 - Present:Neurontin, 1800 mg. 600 mg 3 x a day (Neurophaty/ Fibro)
08-20-2007 - Present:Zanaflex, 4-8 mg. at bed time (for muscle spasms)
08-20-2008 - Present:Vasotec, 10 mg. x 2 a day (high blood pressure)
09-11-2008 - Present:Amaryl, 4 mg. 2 x a day (diabetes)
11-03-2008 - Present:Wellbutrin-SR, 150 mg. x 2 a day (depression)
03-25-2009 - Present:Lamictal, 50 mg. once a day (for bipolar)

Live for today, and let the rest fall to the way side...Dixie
Mooky
April 29, 2009 - 7:04 pm
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Joined: 01-27-2009
It does get better.
We all have days when our emotions run ruffshod over us. Our mood might not be changing but our emotions don't seem to stop changing. That makes it very hard to chart because it's tough to distinguish mood from emotion. The best thing to do, in my opinion, is to journal your emotions and when they popped up so that you can see if there is a pattern and maybe avoid it.
Does conversing with your sister usually cause your feelings to waffle back and forth? Did you eat alone and feel low because of it or eat with someone else? Stuff like that. If you notice things like that then you can bring them up to your TDOC and maybe get to the root of them so you can have calmer more in control days.

Just a suggestion that helped me out. Didn't mean to sound like a know it all. If I did sorry.

Mooky


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Mooky
April 29, 2009 - 7:04 pm
It does get better.
We all have days when our emotions run ruffshod over us. Our mood might not be changing but our emotions don't seem to stop changing. That makes it very hard to chart because it's tough to distinguish mood from emotion. The best thing to do, in my opinion, is to journal your emotions and when they popped up so that you can see if there is a pattern and maybe avoid it.
Does conversing with your sister usually cause your feelings to waffle back and forth? Did you eat alone and feel low because of it or eat with someone else? Stuff like that. If you notice things like that then you can bring them up to your TDOC and maybe get to the root of them so you can have calmer more in control days.

Just a suggestion that helped me out. Didn't mean to sound like a know it all. If I did sorry.

Mooky


princesskamy
April 30, 2009 - 9:40 pm
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Joined: 04-08-2009
I kinda had things go better. It took me quitting the prozac. I think I was at a state of clinical psychosis. I'm missing almost 2 months of time last summer. It lasted for months even after I quit taking it. I was unable to sleep or eat....or even sit still. I was snapping at everyone over the littlest things. I had no clue what was going on and had just had my daughter and was very scared. I didnt have the knowledge of what bipolar could really do. To show you it gets better I'm doing very good now and my daughter will be out of foster care soon. Its only taken almost 8 months, but I'm ok. Tell your pdoc and yeah keep a diary or journal of events that you notice around swings. I get defensive and self-centered before I swing.


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princesskamy
April 30, 2009 - 9:40 pm
I kinda had things go better. It took me quitting the prozac. I think I was at a state of clinical psychosis. I'm missing almost 2 months of time last summer. It lasted for months even after I quit taking it. I was unable to sleep or eat....or even sit still. I was snapping at everyone over the littlest things. I had no clue what was going on and had just had my daughter and was very scared. I didnt have the knowledge of what bipolar could really do. To show you it gets better I'm doing very good now and my daughter will be out of foster care soon. Its only taken almost 8 months, but I'm ok. Tell your pdoc and yeah keep a diary or journal of events that you notice around swings. I get defensive and self-centered before I swing.


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