What to do?!
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May 25, 2009 - 10:49 am
I'm exhausted... I still have no job, no money and my father is still paying rent here where I live. TIME IS RUNNING OUT! I don't know what to do... I just want to give up. I just want to die.
I'm tired of hurting people without intention and I'm tired of hurting myself! - I keep cutting myself with the razor, no one has discovered..So, I tell you guys about it. I think I like the pain...It's like punishment for me being such a FUCK UP - - - PLEASE help me...
I'm out of medicine again and I've been drinking .... Drinking helps a bit with my symptoms of mnia and depression, that is until I try to drink myself to DEATH!
I don't know what to say...I'm sick again - I'm afraid to leave the house...I don't want to freak out somewhere in the public and be sent to the hospitel. BUT STILL... if i freak out here... the Landlord has already warned me... "Just pack your stuff!" he says.
WHAT CAN I DO?! - I'm really afraid!
I'm tired of hurting people without intention and I'm tired of hurting myself! - I keep cutting myself with the razor, no one has discovered..So, I tell you guys about it. I think I like the pain...It's like punishment for me being such a FUCK UP - - - PLEASE help me...
I'm out of medicine again and I've been drinking .... Drinking helps a bit with my symptoms of mnia and depression, that is until I try to drink myself to DEATH!
I don't know what to say...I'm sick again - I'm afraid to leave the house...I don't want to freak out somewhere in the public and be sent to the hospitel. BUT STILL... if i freak out here... the Landlord has already warned me... "Just pack your stuff!" he says.
WHAT CAN I DO?! - I'm really afraid!
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I'm exhausted... I still have no job, no money and my father is still paying rent here where I live. TIME IS RUNNING OUT! I don't know what to do... I just want to give up. I just want to die.
I'm tired of hurting people without intention and I'm tired of hurting myself! - I keep cutting myself with the razor, no one has discovered..So, I tell you guys about it. I think I like the pain...It's like punishment for me being such a FUCK UP - - - PLEASE help me...
I'm out of medicine again and I've been drinking .... Drinking helps a bit with my symptoms of mnia and depression, that is until I try to drink myself to DEATH!
I don't know what to say...I'm sick again - I'm afraid to leave the house...I don't want to freak out somewhere in the public and be sent to the hospitel. BUT STILL... if i freak out here... the Landlord has already warned me... "Just pack your stuff!" he says.
WHAT CAN I DO?! - I'm really afraid!
I'm tired of hurting people without intention and I'm tired of hurting myself! - I keep cutting myself with the razor, no one has discovered..So, I tell you guys about it. I think I like the pain...It's like punishment for me being such a FUCK UP - - - PLEASE help me...
I'm out of medicine again and I've been drinking .... Drinking helps a bit with my symptoms of mnia and depression, that is until I try to drink myself to DEATH!
I don't know what to say...I'm sick again - I'm afraid to leave the house...I don't want to freak out somewhere in the public and be sent to the hospitel. BUT STILL... if i freak out here... the Landlord has already warned me... "Just pack your stuff!" he says.
WHAT CAN I DO?! - I'm really afraid!
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May 25, 2009 - 11:07 am
Total Posts: 203
Joined: 01-27-2009
Joined: 01-27-2009
Call 911 and get help now! There are places that can help you pay for it but right now you have got to get into a mental ward. If you can call a close friend and have them stay with you until the ambulance arrives so you don't do harm to yourself. the hospital should be able to give you numbers for places that can help you.
Look into half way houses, food stamps, anything to help you get a bit of a grasp on things. Get in touch with every resource they tell you about. Not just one or two. There is help out there but you have to look for it.
But for now. Pick up the phone and dial 911. Tell them that you are afraid that you will hurt yourself and hang on.
Don't wait. Please. Get help right away because it won't start getting better until you do.
Look into half way houses, food stamps, anything to help you get a bit of a grasp on things. Get in touch with every resource they tell you about. Not just one or two. There is help out there but you have to look for it.
But for now. Pick up the phone and dial 911. Tell them that you are afraid that you will hurt yourself and hang on.
Don't wait. Please. Get help right away because it won't start getting better until you do.
Mooky
Call 911 and get help now! There are places that can help you pay for it but right now you have got to get into a mental ward. If you can call a close friend and have them stay with you until the ambulance arrives so you don't do harm to yourself. the hospital should be able to give you numbers for places that can help you.
Look into half way houses, food stamps, anything to help you get a bit of a grasp on things. Get in touch with every resource they tell you about. Not just one or two. There is help out there but you have to look for it.
But for now. Pick up the phone and dial 911. Tell them that you are afraid that you will hurt yourself and hang on.
Don't wait. Please. Get help right away because it won't start getting better until you do.
Look into half way houses, food stamps, anything to help you get a bit of a grasp on things. Get in touch with every resource they tell you about. Not just one or two. There is help out there but you have to look for it.
But for now. Pick up the phone and dial 911. Tell them that you are afraid that you will hurt yourself and hang on.
Don't wait. Please. Get help right away because it won't start getting better until you do.
Mooky
May 25, 2009 - 11:44 am
Total Posts: 522
Joined: 05-09-2009
Joined: 05-09-2009
Call 911.
The hospital will be much less fearful than what you're experiencing now.
The hospital will be much less fearful than what you're experiencing now.
Call 911.
The hospital will be much less fearful than what you're experiencing now.
The hospital will be much less fearful than what you're experiencing now.
May 26, 2009 - 5:16 am
Total Posts: 52
Joined: 03-31-2009
Joined: 03-31-2009
I agree with both Mooky and sirkay.
Stop what you're doing and call 911 and get yourself checked into a hospital.
Put yourself first.
Stop what you're doing and call 911 and get yourself checked into a hospital.
Put yourself first.
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I agree with both Mooky and sirkay.
Stop what you're doing and call 911 and get yourself checked into a hospital.
Put yourself first.
Stop what you're doing and call 911 and get yourself checked into a hospital.
Put yourself first.
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May 26, 2009 - 6:51 am
Total Posts: 17
Joined: 04-27-2009
Joined: 04-27-2009
I also agree with everyone here..
You've already made some of the best steps you can, in both admitting this is happening because you're sick again and in reaching out for help. It's the disease telling you you're a fuck-up. You HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT!! The last time I got depressed I had to keep screaming that at myself, "this is not me talking! this is NOT ME!". Whatever it takes to drill it into your head.
Help really isn't as scary as you expect it to be. You always fear the worst, but you can have hope that things can work out. It just takes time, patience, and support. Go to a hospital, call a help line, do everything! You'll be ok!
You've already made some of the best steps you can, in both admitting this is happening because you're sick again and in reaching out for help. It's the disease telling you you're a fuck-up. You HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT!! The last time I got depressed I had to keep screaming that at myself, "this is not me talking! this is NOT ME!". Whatever it takes to drill it into your head.
Help really isn't as scary as you expect it to be. You always fear the worst, but you can have hope that things can work out. It just takes time, patience, and support. Go to a hospital, call a help line, do everything! You'll be ok!
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I also agree with everyone here..
You've already made some of the best steps you can, in both admitting this is happening because you're sick again and in reaching out for help. It's the disease telling you you're a fuck-up. You HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT!! The last time I got depressed I had to keep screaming that at myself, "this is not me talking! this is NOT ME!". Whatever it takes to drill it into your head.
Help really isn't as scary as you expect it to be. You always fear the worst, but you can have hope that things can work out. It just takes time, patience, and support. Go to a hospital, call a help line, do everything! You'll be ok!
You've already made some of the best steps you can, in both admitting this is happening because you're sick again and in reaching out for help. It's the disease telling you you're a fuck-up. You HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT!! The last time I got depressed I had to keep screaming that at myself, "this is not me talking! this is NOT ME!". Whatever it takes to drill it into your head.
Help really isn't as scary as you expect it to be. You always fear the worst, but you can have hope that things can work out. It just takes time, patience, and support. Go to a hospital, call a help line, do everything! You'll be ok!
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