I have been a total mess since last December. I am a mental mess. Some days I am completely fine, even extremely confident, but then some days I am the most depressed and suicidal person and I seriously need help, it's killing me. I've wanted to kill me 3 or more times within this week. Last year i was cleaning none stop for like two weeks then a few weeks passed and i couldnt do anything, i had no energy to even get up. I have most of the traits of having bipolar for example, i can go a week or two feeling really high, confident, i even walk infront of cars knowing ill make it i havent almost made it a few times, i don't really sleep either and then after that i have lost myself i am severely depressed, to the point where i am numb and i dont know what to do anymore, i need help please. its ruining my relationsip with my partner.
Joined: 03-25-2018