I understand the self-motivation thing. When the weather was nicer, it was easier for me to get a workout in everyday. Now it's cooler outside and gets dark so early and I lose my motivation at just the time that I need to be exercising the most. As the weather gets colder, my mood usually falls as well. I tend to find more excuses to not exercise. Recently my workouts have become rather inconsistent, a few days one week, four the next, then 2, this week none yet. I haven't given up chocolate on my end (getting a bit cold for the Ben & Jerry's here, but choc. candy is another story). It's ironic that when I exercise I feel more inclined to eat well and am better able to resist sweets (chocolate is really the only thing I eat that's "bad"). If I don't exercise, I feel more guilty about eating poorly, but my mood also sucks so I don't really care if I eat well or not. The past week or so has kind of crushed my mood. It's good that I have a psych appt. on Thursday, even though I am tempted to cancel it b/c why bother w/talking when it doesn't help and isn't going to change anything. I've made myself keep the appt and not cancel it, but it's getting hard to resist the negative. All that said, I need to take my own advice from earlier and just get my butt on the elliptical, so I'm not the pot calling the kettle black, or whatever the expression is for not taking your own advice.
Joined: 04-13-2010