Hi yummymummy,
I'm going w/out the AD's right now despite some depression - I'm sooo far behind in my schoolwork I'm afraid to face it SO I avoid it making it even worse. Finally got my therapist to write my voc rehab counselor so he can talk to accessibility at the college. They've insisted on 3 to 4 courses while I've ALWAYS said not to give me more than 3 BUT I'd prefer 2 so i have a chance at decent grades. They're online & I've got diagnosed ADHD & they KNOW! So I just don't get it b/c I haven't got the concessions I would normally IF I were on campus....
I realized I was ranting - the point was that its affecting my self esteem. Its hard to get outta bed, etc, etc. My therapist says I'm doing WAY WAY better, even w/the ADHD I can now focus better than I have in a long time SO very important for me to recognize progress & try not to focus so much on the negative. Progress rather than perfection is another important one I need to remember.
If I have to get back on AD's, meaning if the doc says so, I will. I do what they say nowadays b/c I played prescribing Dr. for myself a long time & I couldn't come up w/the right concoction despite my best efforts! I really hope the MAOI's work for you, that would be awesome...in the meantime ARE U still working out?
Sticking to a regimen would do absolute wonders for me. It has been an impossibility to stringently impose a regular schedule on myself. Especially sleep....
-kby-
Joined: 04-21-2011