Hi, ajneat,
I've been on lex for almost 3 years now and can't really remember what it was like before it, frankly. I'm pretty sure it was bad, at least my journals say so. I know the sexual side effects are horrible and almost broke up my marriage but eventually we learned how to overcome it. By now you should be either ecstatic about how wonderful you feel (like I did), or you feel like crap, of course.
I have not had -any- other side effects, so I guess this worked out incredibly well for me. No weight gain at all, no twitching, tremors, a little diarrhea but that went away after a few months, same for vivid dreams. Losing my libido was a real image buster, though...especially since if you're bipolar and your sexual side comes out to play, it probably was a big part of your life. The lexapro makes you feel repulsed by your partner and any sexual activity is about as great as watching someone peel potatoes - eventually it becomes completely pointless and is dreaded but you have to find a way to make your partner feel attractive and loved anyways.
In a way I feel like the effects of the lex are wearing off now. It may or may not have increased by mania but hard to tell. If you are not tracking your moods, start doing so now so you will know if the mania is developing and/or getting worse.
Like the books out there say, people rarely go to the doctor when they feel euphoria, so my ever-revolving band of nurses and doctors did not ask if I had manic symptoms along with my depression and I had never heard of bipolar at that time. It may have made me start cycling faster and faster, it needs to be watched since there is a chance that taking an anti-depressant can increase chances of developing rapid cycling.
How are you feeling now?
Good luck!
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