I completely understand as well, I have been dealing with anxiety for as long as I can remember, even in high school....my symptoms also creep up for no good reason (I can be at home and sitting on the couch, under a blanket watching a movie, and BAM! My heart's racing, I feel extremely nervous, get agitated, etc) and pairing that up with Bipolar 1 is just peachy. I'd MUCH rather just have Bipolar than to have to deal with the anxiety.
For me, caffeine irritates it, seems to make it worse...I have really cut bag significantly but until I get put on an anti-anxiety med (tried BuSpar for 4 days and it made me Bipolar crazy x10000 so quit that), I'm trying to not drink a lot of it.
As far as coping goes, for me, art (music, dancing) is therapy. The lyrics music in certain songs helps me express myself and get rid of that anxious energy, even for a few minutes. I also try and workout, I find that long, brisk walks around a scenic park (or for me, campus) help tremendously. Social interaction (I want to withdraw when I feel that way but it makes it worse, so I try to be around people) helps me a LOT...just getting busy and not thinking about it helps me essentially get over it, almost 90% of the time. STill, for the other 10% or so, meds would help.
MUCH luck.
Medications for September 2011
| 09-06-2011 - Present: | Lithium Carbonate, 300mg to 600mg.1x/day at bedtime, increasing to 600mg at bedime. |
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