I'vr tried to follow the direction of my many doctors to best of my abilities, pdoc is 120 miles both ways, I only go for med refills. I belive that if you have to rely on taking meds for every every life crisis you encounter you will never have anything but be leaning a crutch, These drug reps that butt in on the appoinments that you show up to get first dibs pushing the newest meds are not pharmsists, they are sales people. I'm interested in getting better, but also worry about the degradation of my teeth, shopping for fat clothes being frustrated giving my emergency celpone and losing my home and having everone blame me because
I follwed bad advice trying to mange my finaces, while my husabnd stole out of bank account. Hid debt before he met me he spent on drugs and hi class hookers and he contacted his ex, if I had known that
I wouldn't have gotten with him in the first place, No I have my part in this no I'm stuck in aying bills that aren't mine and I can no longer mange my life. Just because people have it worse makes me feel no better. I've been through hell and i can't start my life again at almost 40 years old,
I can't borrow anymore money with no inome.. I wish I was dead. Everyone blames me and now my daughter has threatened suicide, she is now in counceling, Because I'm bipolar no one will listen. I need some consructive advice, not hate.
Current medications as of 12-13-2011
07-16-2009 - Present: |
topamax, 100 mg. twice daily |
06-29-2010 - Present: |
Lamictal, 25 mgs. Once daily |
08-01-2010 - Present: |
valuim, 5mgs. 2 daily |
08-30-2010 - Present: |
Abilify, 5 mgs. once daily at night time |
12-13-2010 - Present: |
abilify, 15 mgs. once daily at night time |
12-13-2010 - Present: |
lamictal, 150 mgs. 2 times daily |
12-27-2010 - Present: |
restoril, 30 mgs. once daily at night time |
12-12-2011 - Present: |
Zyprexa, 2.5 mgs. once at night |
Stasia
Joined: 02-15-2011